but yeah and then later im going to chicago, YESSSS.
otherwise im bored. i have nothing to read right now and im sad so yeah.


YouBreathing to know im still alive isnt enough anymore, i need to feel your touch again. You just cant leave me you're like a drug i need to breathe you in, swallow you whole, inject you into my system.You
I'm lost without you. You were my compass, a light so luminus like my own personal sun light. You let me grow. You nurtured me in times of need. You helped me take root. But without you i cant grow, i cant become a full grown tree without you.
You're in my blood, you infect my body like a dangerous virus. It kills me to be without you. Everytime i see you I cant help but suffucate under smile.
You kill me


An Empty WindA wind cuts through me every time it blows, it makes me feel hollow like I've been gutted. I were masks to cover what I'm not feeling, but it sometimes isn't enough and I can't help it anymore. But I have to stay strong and strive to reach my goals, even it means working myself down to the bone to do it.An Empty Wind
But I long to be filled back up, even if I end up being hurt in the end. I at least want a memory of that feeling. I just hope I can make someone happy like I want to be happy. To fill this empty shell of a body.


Fade AwayWhat a wonderful show you put on for us. The play, the stage, the lights so bright. Covering up what's wrong and right. Negativity shows and your lies will grow but the true you we will never know. We were close, we were friends, lovers but now it ends. The light will fade, colors will dim, and life itself is but a sin.Fade Away


your love.When I look into your eyes I see you fear.your love.
But fear not; I am here with you.
I am your sword, your shield, your warmth.
I am here to wipe away your tears, bring back your smile.
I am your protector, your guardian angel.
I am your love.


on this winter morning.The snow falls and we wait.on this winter morning.
We sit on the bench in the park, and on this winter morning we wait.
We watch the listless lifeless snowflakes, and on this cold winter morning we wait.
We hold each other closer and closer, and on this lonely winter morning we wait.
We talk and share fond memories, and on this sad winter morning we wait.
I laugh, and I cry, and on this winter morning I wait, wishing you were really here, and not just in my imagination.
| umm I recently turned 16. I live in a little shit town. I have a dead beat dad. I have some of the best friends I could ask for. I luv writing poetry. I luv listening and making music. I hates teen drama and all that jazz. I live kind of a double life between my friends and family. On account im gay. I likes manga and anime, i absorb that stuff. My fav city is Chicago, go there every summer. gots fam there. I feel alone 80% of the time. (sad isnt it) Thats all i have so far. Have fun my friends and enjoy life. |
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